little bukowski

ooo thank you! so so sweet of you! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

you are so very welcome. i think you should give yourself so much credit. it takes an amazing amount of courage to walk away. youre very very brave and stand as a testament to all of us girls out there!

you have all my support and love. congrats girl. youve got a lot to offer and too much to be wasting it on someone who doesnt appreciate it! xoxoxox

bear bear thinks miss mildred is as beautiful as they come and would love to take her out for a nice biscuit as stroll along the dog beach.

<3

i can’t wait! ill be there so soon!

dear sweet kitten face,

this was really so kind of you and so inspiring. what a wonderful reason to keep this tumblr up and running. girls like you are what keep ME happy. i always tell my friends how it is the girls and sweet boys that send me questions and comments and little excerpts from their lives….its this that gives me a purpose and helps me feel whole.

i spend a lot of my time caring for those around me, giving a huge percentage of myself…to friends and family and customers and even strangers. but nothing has ever proven to be as rewarding as coming home to little inbox full of people personally requesting my attention. its one of the most gorgeous compliments i can get. and then going and seeing that they’re connecting to someone like yourself….that’s a true blessing for me.

so to you and to every single little cat reading this:

you guys make my day. one the nights i come home drained and worn down and even at times defeated and sad….your messages are what make my life worth a lot of living <3

so….thank you

xoxoxo

ive been meaning to make one! as soon as i get back from sweden i will have a little time off work to recoup - ill do it for you then! xoxoxo

yay! finally got it! thanks babies!

thank you miss! and yes - i need to get on making a faq page.

okay. my everyday basic full make up look (on my days off i just wear lashes and mascara. not a single stitch more):

1. estee lauder’s double wear liquid foundation in “sand”

2. MAC studio fix powder in C4 (around edges of face) and fragile peach (around eyes and center of face)

3. MAC mineralized beauty powder in porcelain pink (cheek bones)

4. MAC blush in peaches

5. MAC mineralized bronzer in “give me sun”

6. MAC eyeshadows in”honesty”, “saddle”, and “ground brown”

7. NYX brow pencil in “soft blonde”

8. MAC bare lash (used to set brows)

9. MAC lashes in  #7 or # 2

10. MAC studio fix mascara

11. MAC matte lipstick in “please me”

xoxoxox

you, little one, get busy on yourself. when you’re sooooo into someone, you tend to stop doing things for you used to enjoy. so now that you have this time, focus on taking care of your little heart and getting out there! going to the gym is always an amazing way to get over a relationship.

a. you can get really mad and run like a little freak on the treadmill (which is what i do, and its the best way to vent EVER)

b. you end up looking and feeling so amazing, youll have a hard time not attracting new handsome mens <3

c. it creates endorphins which help you in those weak times…they keep your spirits up and moving so you dont stop and make bad choices

so make yourself a good little mixtape and get out there. take on the world. <3

awwwww taaaanks <3

first of all - size 7 is itty bitty so you are NOT fat or heavy. stretch marks happen due to a fast rate of growth…so while some women may get them due to weight gain, its usually associated with pregnancy. rarely do we gain weight as such a fast pace that our skin doesnt have time to adjust. so you probably have these little marks because you had a growth spurt growing up <3 both men and women get them. (my ex is in super great shape and super thin but he had little baby ones just above his thighs….and i loved them! they  made him human. it was like a little snap shot of a time when his legs got too long too fast :)

while there are lots of products out there that suggest they help reduce stretch marks - your best bet little cat is just to sport them and know that probably not a single soul notices them except YOU. and if by chance someone is checking you out that hard, chances are they’re soooo into you that stretch marks are not even a concern on their radar <3

so wear a bikini. go naked. get noticed. you’re a size 7. that’s a pretty sexy size to be!

why hello!

ok - that mermaid makeup i did is really focused around the eyes. explaining via words may be difficult when trying to translate a makeup look but here’s the basic:

1. apply an eyeshadow base to lids (i used soft ochre paint pot)

2. sweep a shimmery shadow across inner corners of lids and up under brow ( i used Kitschmas pigment)

3. choose a green shadow with some shimmer and buff into crease and around outer orbital bone, connecting it to the lower lash line and diffusing it out to just above where the cheek begins (i used luck green shadow)

4. use a nice deep green or olive and carve it into the very out corner of your lip and bottom lash line, giving a heavy smoked look to the edges of your eyes (i used bottle green and greensmoke shadow)

5. next apply a highlight around entire orbital bone, overlapping brow and tops of cheek bones (i use emphasize sculpting powder)

6. pick a dark winged out fluffy lash and add mascara!

viola!

and as for making skin look great - i love using a beauty blender sponge slightly damp to apply my foundation. and after powder, i mist my entire face in  healthy dose of fix+ finishing spray - it melts your make up into your skin for a creamy flawless look. i lightly stiple my beauty blender once over and my skin is set!

xoxoxox

im sorry. i was unable to locate your shop. if you send me a direct link i can take a look and see if it something i feel comfortable promoting <3

thank you kitten!

thank you! they are so easy! get a little braided head band (i got a pretty pearly one from forever 21) find some fake flowers you adore and clip them off their stems with wire cutters. put a dab of hot glue at their base, and push their little nubby stems through the braid of the headband and let the glue dry. viola! <3

from the bottom of my heart, thank you. i think because i do live in the land of lovely, it has taught me how to never take myself too seriously. there will always be a hundred girls more pretty than i could ever be. i just grew up this really soft and kind at heart kid. and i was always a little strange so it sort of pushed the more conceited girls away. none of those girls want to be friends with the little freckled girl who roller skated everywhere with a little walkman playing The Cars. <3 it taught me that pretty faces are a dime a dozen, but good souls barely exist here.

so thank you. its nice to be noticed from time to time <3

ill post tons of photos from my trip! i leave wed!

xoxox

thank you so much! you SHOULD move to california. its an amazing place to live - sunsets and beaches and big buildings and good mexican food. you’d so make it your own! that’s the nice thing about this place…it sort of melts around you and conforms to what you are. <3

its just for the weekend! but i totally think we should do a whole collection inspired by mermaids! that would be so pretty!